GET WELL SOON!

I am running a high temperature. It rose up to 39.8 degrees when I went to the 24 hours clinic with Sha about an hour ago. The feeling is really horrible, terrible and awful. It has been two weeks and it is getting from bad to worst. Seriously, it is so demoralising. I really want to get well soon. Please pray for me. I can feel that my body is really deteriorating. I feel so worn out. I really need a break. My head feels so heavy. I have not been doing well at work. I even failed the surveys answered by my customers. They said I don't smile. I am really upset. I put a strong front and force myself to work yet no one noticed. I have been coming to work just for the sake of working. I don't talk as much to my customers like I used to. Probably because I am unwell for the past few weeks. I can't blamed my customers for rating me very low. Sigh reality checked : Customers are always right. They want the best service from you. I have not been referring much either. Boss kept comparing with the others who have more than ten years of working experience. Thank god, I am still on MC on Monday. If I work, I have to come at 8.30am for the meeting. It sucks when you don't score as high as the others. That's why I always dread Mondays. I hate the meetings. Sigh, I must be really sick that I am feeling so down right now. I miss my boyfriend. :((